Here starts the second week of the spring semester and for the next three months or so, everyday is going to be exactly the same (which personally speaking would be a blessing). Considering that during the first semester my grandmother passed away and only two weeks later I had to have emergency surgery because of an infection near my tailbone area. It was so hard to concentrate on anything! I'm just glad I didn't fail all of my courses and did relatively well. But it made me switch my major from Art to Political Science. I mean when I came back I had 8 projects each worth upto nine hours of work that I had to complete within the last 2 weeks of the semester....not to mention all the other work I'd missed for 3 other classes.
Then I also had the winter break to thank for my change of mind. I mean when I really thought about it, I had complained so much about those 3 hour classes and not to mention the massive amount of supplies I spend like a couple of hundred dollars on. They were such a hassle to carry! Gahhhhhh!! Especially on rainy days when I had to walk around with that humongous portfolio. And the assignments, I hadn't realized how much I resented being restricted. The way all of my assignments had tons and tons of "guidelines" on what I could and could not use was unbelieveable! I really wanted to scream at the fact that I couldn't even use the colors or subject matter that I wanted. And anime...forget anime, "It's not considered an art form," is what I was told, "because it's too generic. I mean it's all the same!" GAHHHHHHH!!! How can you say that if you don't even know what anime is in the first place???!!!!!! Neeways...so I quit being an Art major. My mom had a big hand in it too though she said to me, "You can't make your hobby into a career. You like to draw when you're inspired, not when someone is forcing you to do it." [CLICK!] *that was my brain by the way* I mean it hit me then that art was just not something I could make into a career cuz I can't work on someone else's terms. "It's either my way or the high way."
Then I also had the winter break to thank for my change of mind. I mean when I really thought about it, I had complained so much about those 3 hour classes and not to mention the massive amount of supplies I spend like a couple of hundred dollars on. They were such a hassle to carry! Gahhhhhh!! Especially on rainy days when I had to walk around with that humongous portfolio. And the assignments, I hadn't realized how much I resented being restricted. The way all of my assignments had tons and tons of "guidelines" on what I could and could not use was unbelieveable! I really wanted to scream at the fact that I couldn't even use the colors or subject matter that I wanted. And anime...forget anime, "It's not considered an art form," is what I was told, "because it's too generic. I mean it's all the same!" GAHHHHHHH!!! How can you say that if you don't even know what anime is in the first place???!!!!!! Neeways...so I quit being an Art major. My mom had a big hand in it too though she said to me, "You can't make your hobby into a career. You like to draw when you're inspired, not when someone is forcing you to do it." [CLICK!] *that was my brain by the way* I mean it hit me then that art was just not something I could make into a career cuz I can't work on someone else's terms. "It's either my way or the high way."
良い 夜分 対して 扨 誰も! 麿 力 役職 又もや 仮令.
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